Michelle

Finally I am back to blogging.
A new chapter of my life has just begun on the 19th of feburary.
I have moved on from the past and enter into a new relationship with my dear Joe.

Side track...
On Friday, five of us (Melissa, Daiwei,Raisn and Joe) went to Plaza Sing and Cathay.
It was a dinner, starbucks and MOVIE - No strings attached
We chatted a lot and had lots of FUN!!!
Can't wait to see the photos that we have took!!!

One week of study break has past!
AND I AM ASHAMED TO SAY I HAVE NOT STUDIED!!!
HAIZ!!!
Just couldn't get into the study mode.
I will force myself to study later.

Now I will focus on my beloved joe, studies , work , awesome colleagues and close friends.
Thanks for each one of you who had light up my life!

I just saw my horoscope.
Recently, I've been relying on them.
I found it so true.
This is what my horoscope says:

You've had a strong propensity for war lately, Virgo. Your drive toward getting things done has rallied and you're anxious to make progress. The problem is that you might have to hold back a bit today, since there is a great force at work encouraging to you to take a break from your current trajectory. Slow down and make a plan instead of just plowing blindly ahead toward the unknown.

Today, many thoughts have been running through my head.
I kept thinking of planning my life.
I wanna manage my time well as I intend to juggle between work and studies.
Hence, I've been thinking of how to plan my time for my schoolwork, projects, revision, work and relxation.
I started thinking of getting files, organiser,racks to keep all my notes and schedule.
However I was unable to make ANY decisions!
I was unsure if I still need my last semester stuffs.
I guess I have to relax and think everything through systematically and slowly jot them down before I proceed in doing all the things I have in mind.

Another issue I have is how i manage my money.
I realised I've spenting a lot but I have no idea how I actually did it?
Hence I think I need to start accounting and planning for every cents spent.

Hopefully, I can get all these things done during the weekends though I will be working so that I can be prepared for anything from next week onwards!

Last thurs was my off day.
Went out with K.
Caught a movie"Devil" and went to sing K.
Afterwhich was celebration of my brother's birthday with family.
Enjoyed my day!

Then came Friday, my unlucky day!
Perhaps I should not have work in two departments.
I got told off by the petty cash accountant.
I am really sorry but I did not know about the system.
I did not mean it and I really did not know my florist manager block my timing till 8pm and the system will be cock out when banquet clock me in at 6pm!
Tears fell and I got very moody!!!
Then came sunday.
My florist manager came to work!
He scolded me.
This time I knew it was my fault for causing trouble to him!
Because I work in 2 different department on sun , mon and tue night, I fell ill on wed and was unable to work in flower shop!
Furthermore he has to explain to the petty cash accountant about me working in 2 departments and the clocking in and out system!
I am really sorry for all the trouble caused!!!

Sunday night, I return home at 3 plus am .
Work at banquet till 2 plus am.
K send me home.
Parents was upset that i always work till so late!
Had a huge quarrel with them.
They refuse to let me work night shift!
Even when I told them, I had already promised the 190 bar that I will work there from mon to thurs night shift, they still heck care.
Felt so irresponsible!
But I had no choice but to cancel my schedule!
Tomorrow and fri I will be working at 190 bar from 11am to 6pm!

Now i will be waiting for school to starts on the 18th!
Then I will only work in the flower shop during the weekends!
Till my term break, will i decide if i will work in other department not!
Anyway I recieved my results yesterday morning!
It was pretty not bad.
GPA 3.4.
Did not expect this , perhaps I was realy lucky!
Thank god for this!

Ok la shall end here!
Goodnight!

I've been working like mad recently.
Parents getting more and more worried for my health and safety till the extent of calling kelvin and ask him to speak to me.
Kelvin, sorry for the trouble!!

For the past few days, I work from 9am till 1am/2am for two departments.
Fingertips starts to get rough, feet and arms are feeling darn swollen.
Hence I fell ill today and was unable to go for work.
I felt apologetic as today flower shop need to do quite a few stuffs and there wasn't enough staff.
The whole day i did was only sleep.
Feeling slightly better now.
But my arms are still aching!!!

Dad cooks dinner today!
I ate a little!
Now i be busy working till i haven forgotten my day and date.
I just realised it was my brother and uncle birthday tomorrow!
Tomorrow , I will be pampering myself by going out and have some fun before coming home to celebrate brother and uncle's birthday with family!
In the meantime , I shall wait for my dear to go online and webcam with her cos I just saw her msg on facebook!
Goodnight!

I haven been blogging for ages.
Exams were over and I've been working almost EVERYDAY!!!.
Though tiring, but at least I won't spent money and instead get some money!
Furthermore it was a good way to spend time.
I enjoyed meeting all my loved ones after work for dinner and movie!
But i haven got a chance to meet Tracy for shopping at City Plaza and to sign up for Yoga lesson!
Shall wait for next week and see when I will be avaiable.

Anyway last night , I caught the movie " Grown up" with J at Vivo.
The show though was quite some time back , was AWESOME!!!
I feel that it was under rated.
How can such a show be only PG?!?!?!
I enjoyed the night with J.

I just came home from dinner with Ken Soulmate at bugis!
It's been long since i last  catch up with him!
MISS YA!!!
AND AND AND we managed to buy Koi .
OUR FAVOURITE!
We were both craving for it!!!
Haha!

Ok i shall try my best to update my blog for TODAY onwards!
Work at 9am tomorrow!
I am TOTALLY DRAINED OUT!!!
P/s KELVIN ONG , I am waiting for my birthday present!!!

I am at my lowest point of my life.
Really have no idea what I have done wrong.
NOTHING seems to go well and smooth for me at all in my past one year of poly life.
I feel no one in class trust me.
No matter what I say, will anyone in class trust me?
Haiz!
Just wanna faster get over with poly.
Faster graduate!

It's been long since i last blog.
Probably i have been feeling very aimlessly and moody these three plus months.
This whole school term is all about projects and work.
Perhaps this will be my life till the end of my poly life.
Currently, I will be supporting myself by working.
I won't think of anything now.
My mind now will only be filled up by work, projects and tests.
Hmm.. there's nothing much to blog about my life too nowadays.
I think I will stop blogging till i find the happy me again

Monday
I was still sick but no choice, I have to meet the rest to complete ttp project.
Met them at Bugis and walked to Bras Basar Mcdonald.
Did our project.
Then i have no choice but to eat the fillet burger despite having sore throat cos i was very hungry and gastric was acting up.
When our laptop starts to have no battery one by one, we headed to illuma the yogurt ice cream stall.
Finish our project and off i headed to shen tang.
There's dinner thingy going on so have to go.
I saw my favourite boy and he's still remember me and still loves me as before!
TOUCHED TOUCHED!

There's a total of about 8 dishes.
Love the curry and man tou!
AWESOME!
And the desserts were Mochi Ice-cream.!

Tuesday
Slacked at home , watching dramas online till at night.
Go shen tang again.
二爷伯 told me not to go out often at night and that i must be very careful.
Then i begin to think if i did go out often in the night, but the answer is no eh.
So i assume he is just cautioning me for the near future bah?

Wednesday

It was my baobei ceci's 20th birthday and also kelvin and the rest out of singapore.
i was really sorry for not going.
Cos it's like pub then club .
I the most can go pub but still i don't know the others well and hence i rejected going!
Really sorry.
I will make it up by arranging a date to go out with you.
So i slacked at home.
And sis , her bf and my bro tempted me to go Sakae Sushi for buffet at night.
Fortunately, I resisted the temptation and save the money.

Thursday

Kurt came to pick me up at redhill station.
I make a fool of myself cos i never thought of putting on the seat belt.
It's been long since i sit in the car out,furthermore it's somewhat the first time sitting in front hence i forgotten to put on the seat belt.

We headed to Hard Rock Cafe at Orchard.
Had an awesome lunch treat by him.
Thanks Kurt!

Then we headed off to The Forum to buy some cream at Watsons.
Afterwhich we walked all the way to 313 somerset.
Nice of him to accompanied me there as i was meeting Angel there at 3 plus in the afternoon.
Walked around and waited for Angel.

After Angel came, Kurt went off.
We shopped around and I bought two tops from F21.
50 bucks gone like that.

Then we headed to bugis.
Walked around street, but nothing caught my eye.
Then headed to junction, and Angel requested to take a rest.
So yeah, we did at the Mcdonald.

Afterwhich , we shopped at Charles and keith.
I bought a wallet which caught my eye which i don't really need however i was encouraged by Angel to buy it.
Bought a pair of white shoes too, suprisingly it is not heels!
So another 60 bucks gone like that!

Then we walked past Cotton On.
I bought another two tops there.
30 bucks gone!

Awesome!
I can't believe I became so spendthrift that day.
Perhaps i have not really shopped for very long?
So i take it as money spent once a while to pamper myself.
NO MORE NEXT TIME MICHELLE!!!
And ya, I forgot to take photo with Angel.
Never mind.
There's always next time!

Friday
Slacked at home again.
I was horribily BORED!
Oh gosh.

Saturday

Met Yubin at bugis.
At first we wanted to eat at Manhatthan Fish Market.
But there wasn't lunch promotion at the time being so we headed to Pasta Mania.
Afterwhich , i received a msg that my phone was ready for collection.
So we headed to Wisma .

After collecting, we went to Cinleisure to catch a movie.
Before the movie, we went to have yogurt ice cream at Frolicks.
Bought the large cup and shared it.
We caught" She's out of my league"
The show was awesome!
It was quite funny and some parts when I don't get the joke, Yubin will explain to me cos he watched it once online at home.
Since when Cathay weekend movie ticket become $10.50?
Thanks Yubin for the movie treat.
After the movie, we went to Mcdonald at Shaw .
Had dinner and off I headed home.
Half an hour before i headed home, i received a msg from kelvin that he's back!
Did not see the msg till i was heading home.

When i reached redhill, my house downstairs was packed with people watching Gei Ta
Had diffculty gettiing to the lift!
Then later at night , 10 plus, Marvin called to ask if i wanna join him and his gf for supper .
Asked sis to join and bro came along too!
WOW it's been long since we last saw him.
And yeah he picked us up and off we head to holland village.
However, Swensen was very packed and hence we headed to Alexendra.
Had Supper and home sweet home!

Chatted on the phone before sleeping till 2 plus am.

Sunday

Did my tutorials and prepare for school.
and till now blog.

Hmm... whatever you say is right. The problem lies with my attitude. Haha And thanks for reminding me and waking me up. I will bear whatever you say last night in mind. Thanks a lot. Jiayou in your O levels too! I am sure you can do it de!

Monday
I went out with Ken.
We caught a movie "Killers" at Cinelesiure
It was awesome!
Before the movie, we chilled at Starbucks!
As usual, I had my Green Tea Frappe
We chatted and chatted non stop.
After the movie, we ate at Taka and shopped at Far East Plaza
He's such a gentleman.
Haha!

Tuesday and Wenesday
I slacked at home , watching hong kong drama though i suppose to have 3 bbqs to attend.

Thursay
(Gathering with my Beloved 602).
I met up with Wai Choong and GF at City Hall first to have lunch and shopped around for snacks!
Then we headed to Marina Bay to meet the rest before moving to Marina Barage.
Chatted, Played and CAMWHORED!

It started drizzling and we headed to the gallery.
We continued to chat and CAMWHORED.

After that, we discussed about where to go and have dinner.
LONG DISCUSSION!
We decided to go Marina Square!
Before going and on the way to bus stop, we camwhored AGAIN!

When we reached Marina , some shopped at Muji and others just find some place to sit down and slack.
Then we decided to eat at some jap restaurant.
As usual, I had salmon.
While waiting for food and Ken and Beatrice to join us, we camwhored AGAIN!!!!

Most of us finish our dinner before Timothy came.
So we waited for him to eat .
Then one of the staff came and ask us if we want desserts.
We rejected , and IMMEDIATELY her face turn black and she say back "NO?!?!" in a very rude manner!
Indeed we have been occupying their table for quite long, but we have people that just came in to eat what!
STUPID ATTITUDE!
So ya, we sort all get the hint and faster pay and get out!
Then we discussed where to slack.
End up, we went mac.
THE MOST FRIENDLY PLACE!
We all had ice creams and milkshake.
After eating my Mcflurry , my throat start to itch.
Timothy also feel the same way.
(BECAUSE OF THIS, I AM STILL SICK NOW)
ya in the process, we camwhored again.
FINALLY HOME SWEET HOME!
There's a lot of photos taken and are all in FACEBOOK!

Friday
I worked at Holland Village for 3 hours only.
Then I called to find for replacement cos i was very sick!
So i went home and sleep.
Till night, i went eat steamboat at Bugis with sis and her bf.
Should not have gone since i cannot eat much and I am sick!
Then went to sheng tang before heading to aunt house at Toh Guan to stay over as I will be working at IMM the next day.
Saturday
I worked at Imm.
Feeling slightly better.
But work was quite busy esp from 5pm onwards.
I can have 50 plus people waiting for cab at around 9 plus !
Fortunately, I have Kelvin with me.
If not, i sure go crazy!
Cabbed home cos kelvin need to buy supper for his granny.

Sunday
Supposed to work at some survey thingy with xiting but parents don't let
Haiz wonder why.
I am still sick and i haven do my research for bali!
I need do it SOON!
Also quite grateful for it cos i was still sick and tired!

Yesterday, Kel and I went to Great World City and studied at Starbucks.
Studied for quite a few hours, then we decided to take a break.
Kel tempted me to catch the movie Prince Of Persia.
So we did.
Great World City Gv was packed hence we headed to Tiong Bahru.

Movie was AWESOME!
But i was a bit annoyed.
I don't understand why recently very young couples love to kiss so much.
They were like sitting in front of us and kept on kissing on off.
Don't they realise that we can see it very clealy though cinema is supposed to be vey dark?

Had dinner at Kel's house the hawker centre.
My first and last meal of the day.
Then , he walked me home and I went to shen tang at night.
I have not been there for very long.
Decided to go there yesterday because i needed guidance from the deity desperately!
I need him to lead me in solving all the misunderstandings and problems i have with the class.

Amazingly, he knew my fears without me even saying anything and he told me to calm down and assured me he will guide me in my heart.
After hearing that, I felt so much better and suddenly i knew what i am supposed to do.

Today, I went to millenia walk and studied at starbucks while kel and shawn were doing their project.
After whch at about 6pm, we walked all the way to bugis area to have our favourite thai food.
This was also my first and last meal of the day.
These few days, I won't have gastrics when i never eat.
Wonder is it good or bad?

Then they walked me to bugis junction while they continued their project at the national library.
Headed home and I did housework.
Then 1 bathed and packed all my notes.

Kel told me that my mum called him and asked him why recently I seems depressed.
He told a bit of what happen.
Then my mum asked why i did not approach the teacher.
Kel told her that it will be of no use.
He also assured my mum that everything will be fine.

Indeed, I am not going to talk to any of them about this anymore.
I have already make myself very clear.
It's up to you all if you all wanna believe.

And I realised i make a very wrong mistake by repeating myself again to Shermaine.
Because of this, there's miscommunication again.
End up, I have to argue with Yvonne again.
I know Yvonne was very angry and her words were hurtful and untrue.

Fortunately, I chanced upon her blog yesterday night, and I msged her immediately.
Think  we have cleared the misuderstanding le bah??

No matter what i am not going to talk about it on monday le.
If not this will never end.