I just confide in BESTIE, Wanyi!
I asked her if i was a bad person that why "she" treat me like that.
Her reply makes me feel so MUCH BETTER!
WANYI says (7:40 PM):
She is just weird lahhh seriously.
Don't read too much into it..
WANYI says (7:41 PM):
It's her lost that she lost you as her friend.
And what for cry over people like her really
WANYI says (7:42 PM):
Don't be silly.
dont cry over people like her really.
Dont waste your energy on such people, they don't deserve it!
WANYI says (7:43 PM):
Channel your energy into making other close friends w your class.are when you know tt you're not @ fault.
Thanks a lot!
Indeed , what Mr Teo says was true.
One just need one / two good friends will do and I HAVE THEM!
TRACY AND XITING, Know them since baby!- My BEST friends who protects me like my sisters!
Wanyi- Know her since kindergarden,my 14 years of good friend
Catherine-Known her since Nov 2008 ,my good friend !
Furthermore, I still have GREATEST BF AND HIS CLASS!
Though my good friends are not in the same school as me,and sometimes i do regret why when wanyi and catherine ask me to join them to study in jcs together , I rejected and inists on POLY, I will just bear with it and wait till I graduate!
OK !
I am going to study OM now.
Tomorrow going out to study too.
Next friday, I will be going overseas.
So I will not be going school and fortunately, there will not be fom tutorial and acc tutorial has been brought forward to MONDAY!
Thank goodness!
Thank you dearest tracy ang for enligthening me!
I will try my best to get out of this!
No, I will never want to be freinds with her anymore as tll now, I still don't feel good whenever i see her !
I am sorry to say but i feel she is such a bitch!
Why can she be so nice to one and yet end up faking it!
FUCK!
I don't care if amyone from class see this, and hates me for saying her though i think the class likes her so much more than thyey do to me.
I am very tired to keep this to myself le!
ENOUGH!
I shall just express all my feelings here!
I HAVE FINALLY DELETED EVERYTHING RELATED TO YOU!
IT's OK !
YOU CAN HAVE THE WHOLE CLASS TO YOU!
I am tired!
CANNOT WAIT TO GRADUATE!
Yesterday, we have a huge tiff.
I nearly ... ... ............
Fortunately , he hold on!
He is so silly to stay near my house to wait for me till i tell him i want to eat then he can accompany me!
I was so touched and just hugged him tightly!
Ok today gems presentation.
I just anyhow la!
And I took a pic of dear!
He just bought this shirt yesterday!
What a way to fake that he is wearing formal!
Anyway I just took a picture of him while webcaming with him!
He was watching HI MY SWEETHEART!
HAHAH!
I realised he is getting cuter each day!
Love him more each day!
Dear I promise i will learn to be more understanding!
URGH
Can't wait tomorrow to be over!
Then ideas and pth will be over!
Today, we did not have any plans to go out.
But end up, we went to Marina Square to watch "The Tooth Fairy"
It was an awesome show and was hilarious.
However, one thing that upset me was a guy kept kicking my chair from the back!
Was very angry.
Dear nicely tell him.
But he ignored him.
Fortunately, he stopped it if not I think I will just stand up and scold him!
Dear nearly did that!
Chill dear!
Had dinner at Cafe Cartel first.
The food was great and too much.
I had Blue Lagoon and Carbonara while he had Blue Coral and Chicken chop with spagehti.
YUMMY!
Had ice-cream-green tea and trimisu after movie!
YUMMY!
Haiz, I GOT ONE VERY ONVIOUS PIMPLE ON MY LEFT CHEEK!
SOBS !
PIMPLE PLEASE GO AWAY!
Today got back both om and pth paper.
I only scored like 50 plus for each paper.
So the only thing i should only be happy is stats and pacc!
Haiz.
Totally no mood.
Then i don't know why I feel so stress.
There are so many projects this term.
Too many till I don't even know how to manage my time.
Sometimes, I just feel so lazy.
Just now, I just suddenly thought of her.
I begin to think again why she will say she cannot click with me?
Chatted with cheerene for awhile.
tears just keep falling.
I wanted to clarify with her since she 's on a better term with her now.
Feel sightly better but no matter what this issue will always bother me till i graduate!
I always hates thurs as it is a LONG day.
And now I just finish both my Pacc and Fom tutorial.
Haiz.
I was already so exhausted then I still force myself to complete them.
Now I am so annoyed.
I have to carry so much things tomorrow and I don't have a backpack.
URGHHHHHH!!!!
Ok tomorrow there's pacc lab test.
I am not really concern about it as it only affect like part of particpation marks.
And I really sucks at com stuffs.
So I shall not waste my time and effort to study on it.
When I got back my stats paper today, I have mixed feelings.
I was happy that I scored 99 marks and was the highest in class but sad because i lost one mark due to me not drawing the graph bell shaped.
URGHHHHHH!!!!
HaIZ I am really worried for other papers and I think I will only get them back next week.
Hope I can get some more good news!
Sometimes, I just cannot control myself.
I can get easily fed up.
But i have no choice.
My stupid laptop just keep fail to have good internet connerction though it stated that the connection is successful.
FUCK!
I just don't know what's the problem with it.
EVERYTIME for i don't know how many weeks, I have to keep repair and reconnect my internet!
FUCK!
My sister can just on the desktop and use the net immediately!
This shows that there's no problem with my wireless net.
SO WHAT IS EXACTLY THE F-ING PROBLEM!
And I seriously hate it when my mum is so unreasonable.
Like today she said" Do you two have to meet everyday?"
AND " Don't one day get pregnant!"
FUCK!
Why must you all control my freedom?
Hello!?!?
I am turning 18 soon can.
I should be given total freedom to do anything i like!
And is not like I will ask you for more allowances right??
You all only give me $10 a day for 5 days to cover all 3 meals.
You think if I will have total freedom, i will go out everyday?
You think I have the money?
And please helping you to do household chores shows that i do help you all lessen your burden but why you all see it as it is a must for me to do so?
I don't see my friends and cousins helping their parents do so!
Why i don't see you ask your 2nd daughter to do?
Seriously you all are BIASED!
FUCK MY LIFE!
And another thing with regards to teaching your son.
EXCUSE ME! If I know how to teach him like how Miss Loh teach me, I no need to go singapore poly and get my diploma in Tourism and Resort Management!
COS I will be so smart and skilled to give tution!
Furthermore sometimes it is your son being too unreasonable and irrespectful!
I am his big sister and he has utterly no respect for me thanks to you all for always protecting him and scolding me in front of him!
So who to blame?
Is not that I am unfilial can!
You all are my parents who raise me up for almost 18 years!
I will be filial BUT
I just cannot take it le!
I have been keeping it in my heart!
I am going to break down ok if this continues!
ENOUGH! SERIOUSLY ENOUGH!
Yawn.
My lecture was cancelled today.
Thanks Leroy for accompanying me buy my shoes as mine was spolit.
Gems was stupid and boring as teacher showed us the movie "500 days of summer" which me and dear watched before.
We left 10 mins early as dear had presentation and we need to rush back to SB.
Dear helped me with my report.
Thanks dear!
Yawn.
I don't know why I feel so tired.
I never prepare any tutorials for tomorrow due to my laziness.
Wonder should I print out my tutorials cos I won't really need it for revision.
You are more than enough for me.
I promised myself I will learn to understand you more and treat you best.
Dear, I am sorry that I will not be in Singapore on the 14th of feb!
